For once I just wanted to say something other than I’m good when you ask “how are you”.
Something along the lines of, I wake up every day with you on my mind.
When I turn to the other side, I wish it was you on that empty side.
My every breath ends with an echo of the syllables of your name.
Looking up at the blue sky, I see a portrait of your angelic face.
I get “this butterflies in your stomach” kinda feeling that feels so good inside when I’m graced with your presence.
You know I get that “weak to my knees” kinda feeling, when I hear my name escape from your lips.
This game of rock papers scissors shoot ended with a wounded rock beaten by a piece of paper inked by every memory we have together.
But everyone knows that this round is a best of three, and right now I’m hungrier than number 23 for that ring.
Ah my heart has turned into this petal-less rose as a symbol that you love me not with thorns that prick and prick until this body goes numb.
Not one droplet of pain is felt as I continue to brand your name on my heart.
T’was a night where I felt your warmth radiating from your hug that was followed by a smile that would brighten even a poor man’s day.
Every night I sleep with a smile on my face knowing I will be taking “A Walk to Remember” with you as the night passes or a Gondola ride overlooking the beauty of Venice.
Ah what a dream it was that ended with a rude awakening that led me from flight school to not looking so bright school.
A kite without its wind.
A sundae without its cherry.
A too cool for school college jock without his Trojan.
A king without his pretty little thing.
Poetry without her beauty.
To prove my love I would tattoo your name on my chest, I would give you my last dollar, I would walk 1600 miles to say to you that there is not one bone, one nerve, one droplet of blood in me that does not love you.
I would do every Notebook, Walk to Remember, Twilight, Every cliché ever made for you to show you, you would have been the Best I Ever Had.
But right now the only response that this wounded petal-less beaten loveless guy has to say is I’m good.
Just, good.
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